realistic

as a result, i ady decided to go taiwan.
bcoz i believed that this travel will open my mind much more,
i dislike to lost this chance.
i'm not going to play,
i wish and like to explore,
i like challenging,
i like unstable life,
i like unrealistic life,
bcoz there no realistic person in the world.

as frankly, everytime i practice or perform,
i know what am i doing, i enjoy it...
i will graduate soon,next year...
dunno how is the life,wish to know but scare to know,
how?
i scare cant perform and practice because of job..
but i cant too selfish.
i know what for i studying this course,
i think due to the exam recently, life so suffer,
after perform or practice, went bek home need to facing the realistic,
accept the realistic...

i remembered that my exercise teacher asked me....
"dun u feel uncomfortable and suffer due to this 2 different life"...
i answered him still ok...can manage it...
but now, i understand what he mentioned,
but i'm still managing...mayb i too greedy.
but i know this greedy will make me grow..