2010 sharing

it's going to the first step on 2011...

what i done in 2010..
up and down..but is a good year,at least i done what i wish..
toward this year, happened too many matters, i feel that it's a improving and transforming, faced new thing, new matters, new problems, and etc., but it's will confuse me in certain aspect, how to cope with, as th end, it's mind set problem-control.

from couple life to single life, is a tough stage that i passed through, get more experience in this, at least keep on observe myself. i found that many people don't understand even they said "yes, i understand", but r u understand what u want or ur inner personality. I'm enjoying to find out this, therefore, i have to face everything come toward me, and convert it to "challenge", before i stepped into this, i keep on found out what purpose, motive, objective and etc, for what to face those matters, just enjoy enough, but it seem like waste time for me, time passed by time. - things have no take 2.

I like sharing, sharing is caring as what many people mentioned, but why is that so many people hiding themselves? protect against? selfish? or realistic world? i just hope everyone can be sharing, then only can make our life enrich. world is realistic, but it make by who? have you think about this?

Actually, i have many things to share, but separate it will be better, christmas is coming, new year as well, i hope every one merry christmas and happy new year 2011 :)

表演时。。。

7分专注，2分紧张，1 分警惕

dream in november

hey guys,
hands percussion team is going to held a concert in november
"dream in november"
kindly come to support, is a amazing show..

我的心

心，触感的，无形的。
明明就只是一颗心，看得到的。
为何就是有那么多看不见的....

现在的心，就像一个物体冲着过来，
越来越近，甚至抵抗，这个物体好会分散的
从我背部钻上来而穿越我的胸口，甚至把握调在半空中，
那种感受....在半空中...
怎么挣扎...还是一样....

real life

my study juz finished, but sad that still got 1 paper, but full time working and part time tuition at night, furthermore, drumming....

this is my life now..

都是因为你

情绪都是被你牵着走，
而又在那一天，
情绪不会被你牵着走，
都是因为你，
我的生活变得如此的充实，
都是因为你，
我的情绪变得那么的波动，
都是因为你，
我的每一个决定都为你着想，
一切一切的......

但....也有可能，
我的情绪不会被你牵着走，
我的生活不会变得那么充实，
我的情绪不会那么的波动，
我的每一个决定不会为你着想，
这一切都是因为你。

我不想再这样，
两个人不是应为坦诚吗?
我不想再这样，
两个人不是应该解决吗？
我已经不像再这样，
那么的....
我需要找回我的平衡点...

这就是我的平衡点..

最近。。。。

在过去的三个月前，还以为三个月会过得很慢，
哪知道即将来临，学生天涯就这样过了，
我即将要到现实的世界，可以的话，
我不想有任何改变，但人总不能停留，
多矛盾。。。。

下个星期就有个鉴定，怕会过不了，
一个星期罢了。
开始还有四个星期，也害怕不足够。
在二团，虽然有一个肯定的，但不是那么专，
但那肯定不代表一切。我的自命伤。

在上个星期，我简直是个机器人，一天平均才睡三个小时，
多么的恐怖，就因为觉得浪费时间啦，加上赶功课。

最近觉得蛮累得，外在内在都好，
都是一样，我开始不会那么执著对于有些事情，
我不会那么去在意有些事情，
可是有些东西，怎么过也过不了，
明明就是这样，怎么去骗子自己呢？
也许有些人比较喜欢这样，不想那么烦，
但我不能过就算，怎样都需要有交待，原因。

我也了解到很多事也不会随心随意，
所以我都开始保持冷静，看定了，才把思想或情绪放出，
很多时候，我都会问自己，
“为了什么你来到这个世界”。