rojak

finally..few week..always busy for did revision, perform and pratice..

need to find work..for 1 week

actually is relax..but.. nvm
it's valuable..

after this few weeks..
i found that a couple stay 2gether is not easy..
is a technique..

in a couple, no wrong or right,
just should or not..
everybody has thier own thinking,
based on different thinking,
different background,
different knowledge,
different education,
how they stay 2gether?

it is not easy..

为了？？？

吵。
为何每天都吵？
出去又吵，
买东西又吵，
休息又吵，
吃东西又吵，
到底为了什么？

不爽。
这样又不爽，
那样又不爽，
出去又不爽，
买东西又不爽，
休息又不爽，
吃东西又不爽，
到底为了什么？

最初的那个原因呢？
为了什么？
何必呢？
找到了吗？
为了什么？
有意义吗？
为了什么？

不懂，
还是不懂。

realistic

as a result, i ady decided to go taiwan.
bcoz i believed that this travel will open my mind much more,
i dislike to lost this chance.
i'm not going to play,
i wish and like to explore,
i like challenging,
i like unstable life,
i like unrealistic life,
bcoz there no realistic person in the world.

as frankly, everytime i practice or perform,
i know what am i doing, i enjoy it...
i will graduate soon,next year...
dunno how is the life,wish to know but scare to know,
how?
i scare cant perform and practice because of job..
but i cant too selfish.
i know what for i studying this course,
i think due to the exam recently, life so suffer,
after perform or practice, went bek home need to facing the realistic,
accept the realistic...

i remembered that my exercise teacher asked me....
"dun u feel uncomfortable and suffer due to this 2 different life"...
i answered him still ok...can manage it...
but now, i understand what he mentioned,
but i'm still managing...mayb i too greedy.
but i know this greedy will make me grow..